In Between

     I've kinda been feeling like I'm 19 again. No, not the late night partying or having no real responsibilities but that awkward feeling of not fitting in. That feeling that there's always something but nothing going on. To old to hang out with the younger teens and to young to hang out with any one over 21. Well, that's how 27 is feelin' right about now.
     Except now I'm stuck in between college students and parents. College kids seem to have a one track mind -partying or studying, one or the other. I'm all down for partying but now I'm old and like to get started early and not get so wasted I pass out and get my shoes taken or drawn on. -If you don't know about this, don't ask lol- Drinking used to be all about getting drunk and doing silly (stupid?) things. Now I just like to chill and get a buzz- no drama, no hangovers!
     And parents, well, parents are on a whole different level. Have you ever tried planning something with some one who has kids? Not easy. It's all about the kids schedule. If it's not school or some sort of appointment there's meeting or play-date with other monsters, I mean kids. When they are not running around doing mom stuff I'm sure the first thing they wanna do is hang out with someone who has nothing but free time to brag about! I will never talk about the long, uninterrupted baths I take or the fact that I sleep till noon everyday with a mom. Ever. Just doesn't seem fair. *I'd like to take this moment to give some props to all the moms out there who never get breaks, especially the single moms -you guys rock and are amazing!! Woot! Woot!*  So, yeah, point being it's hard to hang out with friends and their kids if you have no kids yourself.
      What I guess I'm trying to say is that I feel like I have this hole inside I can't fill. I mean, I am engaged and currently living with my fiance, which is awesome, but I want our family already! I feel like once we get a house and have a little baby the hole will be filled. This may sound weird but I just can't wait to show them what life is all about. Laughing, learning, loving and having fun with friends and family. So until then I guess I will just continue to enjoy my free time and sleeping in with my fiance ;
     
    

Here We Go... Again!

     Okay, so I know I write one post then disappear. Not this time. It's different this time. This time I'm 27 and still happily engaged but  this time I am also jobless.
     I was recently laid off  :( It's only been  about 2 weeks- I haven't even gotten an unemployment check yet.  I've never not had a job, it's kinda weird to get used to. Yes, I've applied to a few grocery stores and Starbucks, and plan on applying to more but until what else to do?
     My apartment is spotless and everything has already been deep cleaned. Only thing left to tackle is the closet. Oh, lord the closet. That's gonna be a mission.
     With my fiance starting his new job, I've got even more time on my hands. So why not start blogging? I love writing and my dream would be that someday people actually want to hear what I have to say. So like I said before, why not?
     I'm really gonna put effort into this blog, and my wedding blog -cause that's a whole 'nother time-waster I mean, project in itself! And I actually like doing it! Feel free to leave comments if you like what you see or happen to want my opinion on something! And I hope someone can find some entertainment in the little thing called my "life" and this blog lol! ** I feel this blog is named appropriately ;)